While, Alone...

while I wish, I could be left alone for sometime,
but Somebody always keep creeping into my Mind.

while I could handle the "World", with my fictitious smile,
but I know Somebody down there is under a dangerous pile.

while I walk the roads, with some so-called, 'Feelings' holding my hands tight
but They always keep freaking me out in the nights.

Tea, Alcohol, Weeds have lost their effects on memories now
Affected by time, even a clean water give me an awe.

Time, Shall I

As they say, its miles to go before you sleep,

I keep on wandering, shall I go with the wind or by my own speed…

So many things to know & explore,

Shall I take the known path or follow my heart…

Surrender my will and ideas to those losers or so called achievers (Boss),

Or Shall I make my own choices or just keep believing in what I got…

Getting used to the strangers & routine of clock,

Or shall I once again stand up & take my own walk…

Others believe & feel that, I achieved what I thought,

Or shall I once again stand up & strike a little hard…

Time has decided & will decide the rest,

Or shall I bother, what’s deep down in my mind…