On the other side of the ROAD

No matter wherever I go
I always found you on the other side of road

With dried eyes and dust all around
Figuring to understand what shall I do now.

Where we expect care, joy and comfort,
We end up meeting hatred and betrayal.

It sounds crazy, but true,
You'll fall in love for the one, who doesn't belong to You

We always dream of walking side by side
and promise to meet, on the other side of the road...

Hope In, Despair

In a situation like this, I know it’s tough but I am gonna laugh out loud

Cause echoes of the past, are not that profound.

Your presence in LIFE is a virtue of my thoughts,

Cause I believe some promises are always kept alive.

With people turning their back and seasons keep changing,

Your lies still providing me hopes for LIFE.

Solitary I look to the outside World,

And your thoughts keeping me busy all the Time.

I know, you are all around. But,

Only in the absence of my own breath, I could feel your Realm.

One OFF Day...

I know I’m vulnerable today,

So I won’t be going out.

With you & your thoughts creeping into my mind,

Solitude is hard to find.

                Mind keep boggling and sick of all this,

                Far across the woods, your thoughts are making me ill.

                Living in despair and taking it as a bliss,

                Distances in between, trying to kill.

Within crowd, I feel alone,

As if captured by the memories, becoming aloof.

Chanting and chats are no more mesmerizing,

Being gloomy now-a-days, is the only proof.

Turbulent in my life, could be felt easily

                My heart keeps pounding, with whatever it held.

Past trying to overcome the presents, present has given,

Don’t know why I am still suffering from all this.

There is a road, on the other side of this town,

Which always call me, every now and then.

While walking on it, I always realize, 

It’s just one OFF day of my LIFE.

Emotionally insane!

Over n over, and I am sure over again,

I am rarely accustomed to this bargain!

In this heart-ache – heart break land,

I end up with burning my own hand.

Echoes in my mind don’t let me forget

Of my insane dreams I used to have once!

Past keeps flashing memories of the sweet pain

Reminding Me of my efforts which went in vain.

For peace I look towards The Home

But realization of this world has left me Alone!

Truly, madly, deeply in love with this feeling inside me

It’s pain which makes me emotionally insane…

Victim of your Eye

 Right from the beginning I was the only suspect,

To all my miseries and set-backs.

My love, respect and emotions to you,

Has just ended up like a one way track!!!

Whenever I introspect and sit with alter-ego

I get mixed feelings of vengeance and cry.

A little ray of hope, from the window of my heart

Still keep asking my mind the very question, ‘Why?’

As a matter of fact, I am not a planet

Which keeps on revolving in an orbit,

So let me tell you, I have got guts and dare in my thoughts

So for others, you can’t keep me on edge and aside.

It’s been too long, we know each other and talked eye-to-eye

Without any concern from you, I have walked many a miles

At the end when I look back down, it’s even hard to say good-bye

Cause I found myself as just another victim of your, Eyes!

Perception

I don't have energy to fight any more,
I now surrender to THEE my mind and soul.

I am pissed off reading 'between the Lines',
And keep on ignoring the literal meanings and signs.

For all that had happened and is going to be,
I consider myself as the only menace.

With last loud shout, I wanna tell those Stars,
It's not a defeat, just a new Start.

Perception: Gluttony > Greed > Desire > Passion > Capability > Need > Basic > Hope.

While, Alone...

while I wish, I could be left alone for sometime,
but Somebody always keep creeping into my Mind.

while I could handle the "World", with my fictitious smile,
but I know Somebody down there is under a dangerous pile.

while I walk the roads, with some so-called, 'Feelings' holding my hands tight
but They always keep freaking me out in the nights.

Tea, Alcohol, Weeds have lost their effects on memories now
Affected by time, even a clean water give me an awe.